♥Yengyeng

Its finally setting in, the tiredness after studying, and the exams are still 2 days away.
Am quite jealous of others, who are able to put off studying until the day before or whatever, what is the point of starting so early, when in the end I just end up feeling so tired.
I just want it to be over and done with.

Remember how we used to complain? From secondary school O's, to JC A's. And until now at poly. Students everywhere are complaining that the things they are studying will most probably not be applied to what they will be doing as their career in the future. While I used to agree (and I still do for certain modules) I read somewhere that studying for exams and sitting for them is basically only a 'ritual' of sorts, that has to be taken by students all over the world. In a way, it builds character.
I have been trying to remember this everytime I feel like just throwing the towel in, but lately its getting harder and harder. I am really tired, not so much physically. Not even mentally. I am just sick of cramming shit into my brain. Everything's just floating about somewhere in my brain, I'm not even confident that I will be able to pull out anything useful during the papers.
Some may say that having something floating around is better than having a blank brain.
But sometimes I can't even sleep properly without the notes buzzing in my brain.

Really looking forward to the cruise.
But I guess its just in my character to make sure I study hard enough to enjoy myself as much as possible during the vacation.
Why me?

Chanting notes in the shower.

4:19 AM