Paper Cut
It all started with a paper cut, slicing my finger open with a fresh stack of paper. Just the start to a very bad day today. Super l0ng day, with me struggling with ATRM lecture in the morning, then pmkt lecture which was shitty, even shittier as usual cuz we got back our CT papers, and I didn't do well due to my amazing disability to understand what the question is asking of me. Seriously shitty. Then came the dreaded ATRM tutorial, where I spent half the time open-mouthed and clueless. Last was Peer Tutoring.
Lilin I finally understand what you mean by that shitty feeling, when everybody leaves and you still need to stay on later for a boring class. At least when I left the school today, the sun had not set completely, so still quite bright. Peer tutoring was exhausting, I was under so much stress to make sure everybody understood what I was saying, but at the same time, I was afraid that the others who already understood will think that I am insulting their intelligence!! Its a no-win situation for me. I just hope that I made an OK impression, and the most important thing is that they learnt something/revised something from me today.
Met with him after, dinner at Pizza Hut Clementi. Nice memories there, that was when he gave me my first present, a Piglet dressed in a strawberry suit, whom we named RAYE. But then my mother dumped it in the wash, and its butt became screwed. That place was where we had one of our sweet and awkward dates. Those were the days, when I was so nervous just to meet him.
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