Flu Jab
There was a meeting for the peer tutors today to gather our feedback, and may I say that there are really some very irritating people around in ngeeann. Not only is he desperate to make everything seem like he is the fucking saint whom we should all worship, he is making his attempts damn obvious in the mean time!! Please la, people don't need to know how nice you are ok? Stop harping about
sincerity. Shut it about the
wonderful notes you gave your 'friends'. Oh and seriously? I am doing it for the money (kaching!) NOT the so-called out of the goodness of my heart.
I can't believe the things he sprouted, I kept checking under the table for a script from some cheesy drama he might be reading off from!!
List of the Top 10 Goodie - 2 - Shoes Lines
By Mr Boon T.
- I had my students stay over last night to help them before their paper today. We stayed from uhm.. I think 2pm yesterday? Till 6. 6AM today. 6AM. Yes 6AM. 6AM.
- Did I say 6AM?
- Ya 6AM.
- Money is totally not an issue here. I am doing it because I want to sincerely help others.
- OH! REALLY?? $17.50 an HOUR?? SO MUCH?? I didn't know! I had no idea!
- No I joined the peer tutoring program once my teacher mentioned it to me. NO! He didn't mention anything about the fees! Really he didn't! I didn't know its so much!!!
- I think we shouldn't pro-rate the fees, we should only invite students who are only willing to do it out of the goodness of their hearts. Not for the MONEY!! (the horrors!) *shudders delicately*
- Even if there is only 1 student, I would still carry on with the class! OF COURSE! *highly insulted*
- I believe that the problem with attendance is not an issue with me! I believe in them. I believe that they will turn up continuosly once they feel my sincerity. It is the best tool of all.
- Oh I try to make things interesting for them by performing some magics for them after the class. Ya some magics tricks (Horrible engrish here). So they want to come back for more.
All along the fucking session I was fighting so bloody hard to stop my eyes from rolling out of their sockets!! I really cannot stand this type of people!! OMYGAWD. -.-
Is there is freakin rule that all top students must be so bloody arrogant weird self-flattering snobby desperate-for friends and JUST PLAIN IRRITATING?? Frankly I have never attended a single meeting for the so-called elites of the school, which has a group of totally non-irritating people. There is always a FUCKER who finds it his JOB to tell every person how well he is doing in school, how popular he is or how selfless.
God forbid there is anyone in NP who doesn't know of his holiness!
-.-
Had my first ever flu jab just an hour ago, trying so hard to relax and not tense up. But its really freakin pain!! *&%#$@*&# It had better work.
My sister is now the most rebellious I have ever known her, and just a few days ago, I decided that it was my limit. I shall no longer tolerate her insolence and teenage petulance. But the most irritating thing is, she is causing my poor mother all this heartache. And still she does not seem to mind waiting for a fool for that piece of shit of a sibling of mine. What wouldn't I do to get rid of her. She is like a poison, seeping into everybody's systems, making our blood boil.
The worst thing is, I can't understand why she is doing this at all. She has everything she wants, her phone has unlimited sms, she still uses my laptop like she has the thickest skin on earth, she eats bathes and shits at any freakin time she wants even though it means my aunt has to wait till 11pm to wash dishes for her. So basically, she has learnt that, she can get away with murder with out a care in the world about any consequences. Fuck the word consequences probably doesn't exist in her world. Up till now, things are so unfair for me. If it were me doing this to my family, I would probably be in a Girls' Home. And that 'friend of hers'. Wang Cai. My mother is closer to him cuz of this piece of shit in my family than she is with my boy. And we've been together for almost 5 years. I can safely say that she doesn't give a shit if we broke up. But for her? Oh thank the LORD that he is there for her.
All I can say is that if things don't get better, I might not be around in this household much longer. Favouritism I can live with, just don't expect me to welcome it with a smile. Which is pretty much what my family is asking of me now.
6:20 AM
