♥Yengyeng

And so, I will be leaving next Monday, time passes so fast when you want it to slow down! But I am not having fun at all. Tell me why is this so?

I was fine a week ago, having just finished by exams, and still relatively looking forward to the trip. But somehow, my enthusiasm is diminishing with every briefing that was given, so many restrictions, such a packed schedule. And all the little things I was looking forward to taken away bit by bit. Why am I still going? For the module exemptions I guess. Like carina said, spread the joy over a longer period. I guess so. I am fervently hoping that things will look up when we get there.

You know how I am such a control freak, I need routine in my life, and I hate change. Going there by myself, I just don't know if I will be able to cope. 6 weeks, seems so long, and yet not long enough. What a funny period of time. I have just enough time to settle in, before I have to leave. Great, thanks alot.

Everytime I think about the actual trip, like imagining how it will be like to be on the plane, visualising me waiting for the ferry or in the room, going for class. My stomach flips and I get super nervous. Someone please kick some enthusiasm into me, I don't want to spoil the trip for CK. Especially when lilin is already having such a hard time leaving her darling behind. I was fine you know, about leaving my own baby. Until I read their blogs.

CARINA AND LEELILIN, THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT.
You infected me with your emo-ness! How could you?? sigh

I will be making the necessary preparations before I go:
- Dig out a few photos to bring with me
- Pack my piggy

I think that's it. Will be blogging from China hopefully. Maybe some enthu spirit will kick in by then.

PS: Fingers crossed.

8:31 PM