♥Yengyeng

First post since I landed on good ol' Singapore soil. So much running through my head, mostly of Zhuhai, and the friendships that I soldered while in the dorms. Some I really value, and I want to keep with me throughout life. Wouldn't it be nice if we were married with kids, and I can still say Carina meet you in Maple later when the kids are at school? Buy A Cash and look pretty want or not? I really wish it will be so.
Back at school, feeling quite numb. Just floating through the days without giving much thought to what I am doing, or saying or hearing. I hope this wears off soon, I need to start getting back into the mugger mode that serves me so well.
A post half dedicated to my adopted lil' bro. We have seen each other for almost as long as me and ahloy have been together, a whopping 4 years at least. I saw you on an almost weekly basis, and thanks to you, my weekends are more bearable and so much less awkward. I first knew you when you were in Sec 2, so long ago it seems now. Although I wasn't much of an important person in your life, I was there to witness the change, when you went from the awkward young boy age, to the rebellious teen to the care-worn and tired person I see now. So much can change and so much can happen in such a short while. I can't say that I fully understand what you go through, I catch glimpses of it now and then, when your mama nags and scolds, when you're having trouble at home or at school or even the fiasco with Irene. But all along I just hoped that if somebody cared, you will smile that sweet smile of yours and go back to being a normal person who is honestly happy.
Occasionally I have a small argument with ahloy, over why I should care so much about what happens to you. His argument is, you will grow up on your own, so I should just mind my own business. But if I was going through the shit you are going through now, I would want a listening ear. Just to let you know, I'm still here to talk cock, crack lame jokes, be my sua ku self. Or just to listen.

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